whispered ' iloveyou♥ '

2010-05-30T08:34:00.001-07:00

http://jthealley.wordpress.com

That should be me

2010-04-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hectic

2010-03-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

my blog sure is dead isn't it? people don't wanna come anymore because 9876543210 times they came and my blog is not updated isn't it? i'm so caught up with work and i'm starting a new lifestyle soon, i hope everything will be okay and settled down.

i've been missing out in quite a lot of things like really meeting up with friends and spending time to do things that i want to. but anyway, the good thing is i'm so going to S.H.E upcoming concert and also my favourite luozhixiang's concert! AHHHHH MADNESS OR WHAT? haha (:

i will practise more of their songs so that i would be able to sing with everybody and enjoy TTM. woohoo, super looking forward and i'm sure i'll have a great time. everybody will be shouting ' encore encore encore encore ' hahahahah, can't wait for april 17 to come :D

And most importantly is may22nd ahhhhhhhhh! its crazy madness i will scream until i shao xia just for luozhixiang! everybody will sing 爱的主场秀 together! he's the king of my heart! 30yrs old this year, still as charming as ever!

will be updating more tomorrow, some photos will be up. that's all for naoooo:D

P.S. is there a vacancy for me to stay inside your heart?

E

2010-03-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

emotions running over me.

Be Patient

2010-03-08T08:04:00.000-08:00

i'll update soon, just be patient and wait :D

REPLAY

2010-02-11T23:20:00.000-08:00

its like my ipod stuck on replay......

i decided to post because my blog sure looks dead. i'm super packed honestly. i don't even have time for friends/dramas/family/dou. basically i'm working my ass off and god knows why? for these few weeks, its been like a roller coaster ride for me, because so many had happened. the truth is many are not going in the direction that i wished for so what else can i say than accepting the fact?

sometimes i wished i had a secret hideout where i can just shut myself down and hibernate till i feel better then only will i come out again. just imagination you know.

this picture can't fail to make me put up a smile on my face:

mad in love with him.

I LOVE HIM. DO YOU?
Fell in love with this picture the moment i saw it, mad cuteeeeeeeeee!
support him alright, his new album is out and i've already got them! {:

i'll try to keep update my blog more with more more posts. photos should be up soon when my friends upload them. feels like i'm missing out on a lot of things but yeah life still goes on isn't it?i just hope that i've more offdays so that i can catch up with everybody and everyone else. hmms.

oh yah, though my blog looks pretty much dead, but i'm super active on twitter. twitter is so easy to excess that sometimes you'll forget about your blog. {:

p.s. 2moredays.

L

2010-01-26T19:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEEN {:

2010-01-18T06:13:00.001-08:00

met up with durianlove on the 17th, which was her birthday. i did a simple album for her, filled with pictures of us, wrote down how i feel about our friendship. though we don't meet up often, she's busy with her school/boyfriend while i'm busy with my work/studies/friends. but our friendship doesn't sour or turn bad, so yah, that proves she's one of my true friends too isn't it?

but, she'll always be my durianlove, she have always been {:

headed to dhoby because i wanted to bring her to astons. durian said she didn't had astons before and i was a bit surprised, but on the other hand, i'm the first person to bring her to astons! haha.

While waiting, we saw mrs nicole lim. which was formerly our form teacher when we were sec 4s. She waved to us, she said nothing and walked away. i thought she was gonna ask things like 'how are ya'all?' etc.. but to my surprised, she didn't. and she was our form teacher, but nevermind, not important at all. we saw her husband and daughter(who we always tease that she's a boy). hahahahahahah.

anyway, after astons we headed to orchard to look for some CNY clothes but we bought none. ended up getting bangles only. lol. durian had to reach home by 6 because her family was bringing her out for dinner.

it was short but i hope she enjoyed it and the effort i took to make her present, and happy birthday{:

i was supposed to meet lydia and help her with her chinese, but she injured her leg so yah she didn't turned up. if i knew earlier, i would've go find lian or others. well, at least i spend more time with dou! family had been complaining dou's angry with me because i don't spend much time with her. i'm working lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, rofl. i still loveeeee dou a lot a lot a lot can? i still pay for her everything, change her shit, bath her, play with her and she sleeps with me everynight.

BYEs & HELLOs!

2010-01-03T08:55:00.000-08:00

first post of 2010 heh? honestly, i didn't 'really' countdown due to some reasons. but anyway, been pretty tied down by work and couldn't wait for payday to come! woohoo!

the first book i'm reading for 2010. yah, i know a lot of you out there might had already finished all twilight, new moon, eclipse & breaking dawn. might be thinking i'm sucha slow poke. but nevermind, its okay.

its 2010, and i'm turning 18 in like less than 2months! i don't know what's gonna happen because my birthday falls on the chinese new year, (CHU 1 SOMEMORE). of course logically, everybody during chu 1 will go grab their red packets and everything. so yah, who would want to celebrate me isn't it ? lol.

there's many many things i wanna do(like always)i feel like changing a new phone. get more clothes. buy an ipod touch. get a tattoo. go overseas. and many many other add ons. yes i know, my dajie says i always got so many things that i want to do. its an never ending list she said. lol.

anyway, i hope things are gonna get better for 2010. 2009 wasn't a good year for me, so i hope 2010 would be extragazanga and spectacular!

yeah, just a brief update, or else they would say my blog is like dead again. hahaha, bye 09, hello 10!

Escape

2009-12-27T10:45:00.000-08:00

내가 현실에서 탈출하자. 너무 아프다고하고 모든 피곤, 당신, 나, 직장, 다. 난 아무도 날 알고있는 곳으로 탈출하고 싶어. 이런, 내가 일을하고 싶지 않아 당신이 선호하지만, 자신을 죽이는건 나를 죽이고있다. 도 나 자신을 잃고 싶지 않습니다. 은 도움이 안돼요. 아무것도 전혀 도움이됩니다. 모두가 비참 그렇지 않니? 난 내 자신을 잃고, 당신은, 다. 지금 행복하니? 원하는 뭘 더 원하는거야? 난 당신이 싫어 자신이 싫어. 당신이 내게 얼마나 큰 상처를 실감하지 않습니다. 당신만이 내가 얼마나 당신을 때 이미 다 내가 어떻게했는지 알고 싶지 않았어. 자사 영원히 충분하지. 뭐가 충분? 절대. 당신이 만족할 수 없다. 난 그저 고통해야하지 내가 죽으면해야합니까? 난, 아주 오래 전에 사망했다. 오랫동안 사라졌다.

what if i'm gone, and never come back?

CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY.

2009-12-27T09:53:00.000-08:00

when to wait for the ji nao(lmx) to finish work and then we head to woodlands and hit burger king. ji nao had her meal, sandra and meichuin came after that. we chatted and started to camwhore a bit. hahhaha.

after meeting ji nao, sandra, shan, chuin and i went to sunplaza's xinwang to had our christmas meal together with cherilyn and chunz. we had our gift exchange, ordered food and started to feast. meanwhile, vina came too!

i guess the whole place was filled with our laughter and noise. i must admit we were pretty noisy that day. maybe some customers are pissed off with us, lol! but we can't help it because there were 7 of us there. the biggest crowd i guess. {:

it was a simple christmas, but i enjoyed it, just by spending time with friends and loved ones {:

Dead End

2009-12-26T06:01:00.000-08:00

DEAD AGAIN
我又死了一次

One time

2009-12-15T05:42:00.000-08:00

i like his voice, and he is only a year younger than me i think.
he is, Justin Bieber. {:

Fighting

2009-12-06T08:17:00.000-08:00

yes yes, my blog looks dead. i'm so packed with work. i've been working 8days straight. another 6days more to my next offday. working in taka has is not good. because i hate the management, my legs are going to break any moment and the rules are stupid.

well, but the only good thing is my colleages are fun people to be with. at least i don't feel bored huh {: the only motivation for me to work is pay day. hahahahaha. like the koreans always says ' fighting!'

p.s. i can provide you a ugliest picture of me if you want. don't speak like you know everything. and yah, look whose talking?

One Year Older.

2009-11-27T03:17:00.000-08:00

we celebrated yongkang's birthday on the 23rd but his actual birthday was on the 27th, which is today. we took lots and lots of pictures, there's freaking lots of unglam pictures of me in his album! seriously, buay ta han. but they just wouldn't delete those ugly pictures. they enjoy taking my unglam photos! lol. anyway,i enjoyed myself & lets do this more often alright! {:

i only uploaded a few because we actually took more than 400 pictures! so yah, i only picked a few. its all up on his album anyway. i actually don't type much and let the pictures do the talking. pictures speaks more than a thousand words don't you think so?

lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONGKANG & SEEYIN ! {:

to yongkang, may all your wishes come true, and get a girlfriend soon! when i see one that suits you, i will kidnap her and wrap her up with wrapper plus a extra cute ribbon on her alright. the first second you see her, you would fall in love with her and marry her the next minute! *winks* {:

to seeyin, may all your wishes come true & you being happy all the time. to be able to spend more time with your son and us spending more happy moments together aye! mum, i love you! super duper loved like many many many! {:

its a barbeque thing {:

2009-11-27T01:43:00.000-08:00

went for barbeque on the 21st with Sandra, Cherilyn, Chuz, Vina & Meiting. I guess there were suppose to be more going, but they were busy and stuffs. well, at least this barbeque still make it eh? {:

it was drizzling at first, and that feeling was simply sucky because who would want to bbq on a rainy day ? the worse thing is we got no tent, and sandra only has one umbrella. well, but after a while the weather got better and finally we can start our bbq! yay-ness!

Losing

2009-11-22T19:28:00.000-08:00

i'm not flawless, i cannot read your mind. i don't want to do things in order to favour you, because that's not me. i'm losing, losing myself, losing you, losing my life, losing trust, losing everything if you noticed. a smiling face/expression doesn't tell everything/conclude everything deep beneath. at the end of the day, i'm still at the losing end. no matter how much i do, its always not enough, you don't seem to see it. don't even talk about appreciating.

i don't want to do things to make me lose myself, i don't want to do things just for the sake of doing it. because, its just not me. i want to be me, not someone whom you think i am.

i guess, this is it.

sunshine after the rain{:

2009-11-15T01:49:00.000-08:00

hello people, i've started work 2days ago and ohman, so many many things i've forgotten. mostly about the price of the sunglass though. names/terms/polarized/colours i still remember most of it. yeahhhh, thank god i didn't forget everything if not dajie is going to kill me.

sales wasn't as good as its suppose to be due to recession i guess ? but its okay, i'm sure it'll get better. most of the people still want to have a great christmas still isn't it ? {:

on the 12th i went out with couz sylliewtongtong, its been a hundred thousand million years since we last met up. and it was nice{: but this girl was late! made me wait for 1hour! lol. lucky i went to taka if not i'll be so dead bored alone. XIEXIE YOU AH!

both of us were dead hungry when we met, we proceed to fareast & headed to the fourth level and hit one of the noodle store. syl said the lighting more romantic, lmao! and we had ...

we had the dumpling soup together with the chicken cutlet, bbq chicken noodle plus lemon tea & honey lemon tea. the noodles were nice. so is the dumpling. i think i will patronize that shop again if i'm feeling for noodles. hahahahahahahhaa.

we were roaming around orchard and hit the cab as syl had to pass her sis the dslr cam. we cam-whored in the cab because we realise we didn't take many pictures. more to come when i get those pictures from her {:

after passing her sis the dslr cam, we hit town again and roam around again. wanted to catch a movie, but didn't know what to watch eh. i guess there were a lot of tourists, everybody was like snapping pics here and there on the streets. syl wanted to act like tourists and snap pictures too. totally hilarious.

it was time for dinner, so we settled down for shokudo, because we totally had no idea what to eat. she was feeling for 'xiaolongbo' but can't expect we just eat 'xiaolongbo' eh? HAHAHAHA.

there was this couple, super irritating. kissing in the damn restaurant. totally turned off when i saw that. syl was babbling all the way till the couple left. hahahaha!

and lastly,

lets go out more often ! {:

weiyi; no problemo, ouyiyi{:
wika; chou meepok chou meepok!
shan; HERE LAH. got reply de {:

together.

2009-11-08T22:31:00.000-08:00

after my bio paper last friday, meet up with lian & shan to proceed to raffles then tangong pagar to meet vina, chunz & sandra {: We settled down for steamboat with tomyam soup base. We took a lot of food and we started to feast on all the food {:

after steamboat, we headed to khatib bottle tree village for prawning. well, we got no idea that there were so many people and that the prawning place was pretty small. wanted to head to bishan or partyworld, but after a while, we decided to stay at khatib & continue prawning.

Where'd you go ?

2009-11-08T08:22:00.000-08:00

i'll be starting work soon, so bascially won't be updating much.

limmeixingggggg; yes, we're meeting soon already. (:
C; lol! since when i cheat your feelings sia ? heeheeheee. *grins*
meepok; wau wau wau, you many many affairs also! somemore you say no flirt with other people ah you!
shan; yahlah, you always 'STALK' me. p.s. the ugly is leaving, hahaha!

CAPITAL S.

2009-11-03T00:54:00.001-08:00

Hi Stalker, So what you gonna do ? {:

Now Showing

2009-11-02T08:01:00.000-08:00

2 more to go, counting down 8days {:

though she is naughty; though she bites me at times; though she is aggressive. but i love her still.

finally, there are new dramas that had catch my attention and more shows for me to watch now! first one is, momolove (桃花小妹）, second is himysweetheart (海派甜心).

momolove.

starring- cyndiwang, jirowang, calvinchen, kenzhu & etc.

i'm kind of lazy to blog about how i feel and how things are act out in this drama. but overall i think its a pretty different theory from other dramas. you should see it for yourself eh {:

& now

himysweetheart.
starring- showluo, rainieyang, liwei, qingniaofeiyu & etc

this show is pretty funny, for now, only the first ep is uploaded. but the first ep already has so much going on, makes you wanna continue watching! just by watching showluo's new appearance in this drama! the hairstyle, the way he speaks, the way he wear, basically everything ! its a must watch! {:

p.s. 我怀念的是无话不说

Handle with care.

2009-10-28T23:23:00.000-07:00

so now its 3down, 3 more to go. i can do it, yes i can. {:

thinking of getting a new puppy. not that i don't like doudou anymore, more like i wanna get a playmate for her. sometimes doudou is alone at home. so if i have 2 puppies, they've accompany. isn't that good ? since last time, i've been thinking of getting a red toy poodle. i'll save money, try my best to save up and then get a red toy poodle! yes yes, save up ! {:

protected: trapped in a box.

A little of everything {:

2009-10-24T11:34:00.001-07:00

it seems like my blog is lacking pictures, so i decided to upload some. lol. very random i know. lol

took this pictures when wika came my house because she wanted me to teach her geometrical constructions. yeaaaaaaaaa, we got bored when watching tv. so decided to take pictures. hahaa.

took this while we were at pastamania, its been long since i last took pictures with this bitch over here. well, but now things has been going well between the both of us. right chao ah lian ? hahah. she's a happy little monkey right now, she'll know what i'm talking about. haha.

limmeixing; in the blockquote got colours okay! the one i send you, also got
colours de! lol.
shan; thanks lah loveeeeeeee {:
lydia; thanks lydiaaaaaaa, ask me out soon lah you!
lian; lian lian lian lian lian. let's
just go genting first this year, AGAIN though. save up money this year and next
year we'll go taipei and many more places of taiwan eh! {:

7 more to go.

2009-10-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

so its's offically my exams period now. i'm having the very first paper tomorrow. 2subjects, 7papers. i don't really feel nervous. its not because i'm feeling very confident. i thought i would be very nervous when exams are approaching, but well, i don't. & i can't explain why myself either.

so for the whole of 2009, this is what i'm waiting for huh? after tomorrow it would be 1 down, 6 more to go. like i said earlier, i'm on a battlefield now. my main aim is to win the war and enjoy the victory. i'll charge to my fullest power, but please motivate me at times alright?at times its sad to be dealing this alone, well somehow alone i mean if you know what i'm trying to say. yea.

i have tons of things i wanna do after my exams. but now, exams first eh? jess.c 你要加油!

to my dearest leepeishan: this is my
crucial period. after this crucial period, you can have me in whatever ways you
want, unless i'm working. its a deal and i won't go back on it. this i promise
you alright. 开心了? {:

limmeixing say i everypost must blog about her. she very 'don't
want face' right? but she's my 'mummy' so i can't help but to fufil what she
wants. thanks uhh! she say i must blog often, she don't want to always come then see those 13 person( super junior)! budden limmeixing very kanasai, because she nowadays keep on zhao fan with me, and then worse, start to ding zui already. so i must show her yi dian yan se (some colours)! MAI SIAO SIAO HOR! enough yan se anot now? HEEHEEHEE {:

p.s. i still love her though :O

UPDATE HOR!

2009-10-17T10:56:00.000-07:00

yes,i'm updating because limmeixing says my blog is dead! so here i am, trying to stunt her with something, but i haven got any idea what to blog about! but at least my updating right, THANKS UHHHH!

i just went to stage's website, and i can't remember when was the last time i bought stage apparel, probably 1 - 2 months ago ? so now , i like this jacket. and whose gonna get it for me ? LOL ! nah, i know its not going to happen. i'll have to save up then! hopefully when i save up, this colour is still availble! been want-ing a stage jacket, okayokay , studies first. shopping second ah.

it cost more than $100 leh. i've stopped work somemore and the worse is i don't know when am i going back because i might want to have some fun before starting work.

i don't know what i should blog man, limmeixing, at least i blog hor! HEEHEEHEE {:

lian.c : yes i remember {:
chunz : thanks {:
wika: you think too much le!
emopills : #$*)@#*)@*#)(@#*()!@#*)@#
{:

to lim mei xing : 你真的真的要振作！不要让悲伤牵着你走，你要打倒悲伤，让悲伤远离你！请记得，快了正在不远处，你离快乐之差那么一点，千万千万不要放弃。我要你发至内心地感到快乐，而不是带着面具嬉皮笑脸的那一种快乐。振作！加油！我们一起潮快乐走去！找到了快乐它就会帮你打倒悲伤! smiles!

Protected

2009-10-15T00:24:00.000-07:00

EXTRAVAGANZA

SUPER JUNIOR!

2009-09-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

★ SUPER JUNIOR !

kibum; eunhyuk; shindong; yesung; donghae; siwon; hangeng; heechul; leeteuk; sungmin; kangin; ryowook; kyuhyun

New love

2009-09-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

i think most of my friends know that i've a new pet now. its a jack russell, its a female and she's only 5months old. we name her ' doudou' meaning ' beans' she has a spot on her head, thus we called her doudou.

i've always wanted a dog since i was a primary school kid, but as you know, dogs are expensive and you really have to take responsibility for pets. Not like clothes whereby you can throw aside when you don't feel like wearing it.

anyway, jack russell isn't one of my favourite dogs to begin with. the one that i fall madly in love with is red toy poddle. but a toy poodle cause more than 2k, and thats really expensive! but i swear that i'm gonna get a toy poodle for sure, maybe a few more years ?

i had this friend and his cousin's jack russell gave birth to baby jack russell, so i got the pup at a good price compared to 2k. i thought that all i had to do was to feed the dog and clear up the dog's mess when she poops and eveything.

but i was wrong, she first day she was here, she's not used to sleeping alone. so she moans and moans. as you know, jack russell are super active. they never get tired. i didn't have enough sleep for the first few day because doudou couldn't sleep alone. and i didn't want her to get used to sleep with us, because she has to learn to be independent.

someday i'll be working, brother would be schooling and my parents as well, working. so nobody would be home to accompany her for the whole 24/7! and we had to toilet train her, but well, she's clever! it only took 2 weeks and she already knows where she should poop and urine ! that save me a lot of trouble mopping and cleaning. haha.

after she know where to urine and poop, she had slowly learn to be independent, of course she had a lot of toys to play with and doggie bones for her to chew on. she used to bark and moan when we leave her alone or jump up and down when she sees you coming back home. but now, she doesn't moan and can sleep alone. but when she hears you, she'll wait at the door for you. that's super cute of her.

she's a new member of our family, and i didn't regret bringing her back. it feels good to have companion when you're alone at home.

Protected.

2009-09-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY, FUCK OFF!

battlefield!

2009-09-06T09:56:00.000-07:00

i need energy boost. time really files , 2 more months to my exams. i really need to be motivated and encouraged. i want to move on, i really do. thus i need energy boost. anyone out there to walk with me throughout this whole journey? raise up your hands so that i can see. tell me you care so that i can feel. sometimes , a simple message, a simple sentence, motivates me and tells me that there are people who cares.

i'm on a battlefield right now !

INFECTION !

2009-08-20T03:35:00.000-07:00

Firstly,Please Help my Cousin to do this survery alright ! Thanks {:

http://www.surveymonkey.com/Home_Landing.aspx?sm=EwYzs1zb5oL4RmQquRmm9A%3d%3d

{:

i've got an internal infection now, and that sucks because the other time i got external ear infection. & now its internal ear infection ! my ear seems very fragile ahhhh ! }: the doctor says my ear drum is all red and swollen now. -.-

the worse thing is both external and internal ear infection both happened to my left ear. my right ear is prefectly fine. well, at least the right side of my ear is fine.

feeling very exhausted, i don't know why. not in any good mood recently. & suddenly i got the urge to go shopping ! i feel like buying bagggggggg. right, i'll never get sick of bags, i don't know why. lol. i wanna get a nice wallet too! but at the same time i don't want to spend a lot of money. i'm saving in process, so that at the end of the year i can go thailand ! HAHAHAH ! {:

and recently i fall in love with the new samsung phone, OMNIA PRO ! Very tempting to get one ! feel like changing phone againnnnnnnn. there's so many things i want to do. but... always didn't mange to do it. }:

NATIONAL DAY !

2009-08-09T10:32:00.000-07:00

First of all , Happy 44th Birthday Singapore !

Meet up with Shan today and we headed off to vivo city because i wanted to change one sunglass that i bought for my dad. Our plan was to catch the national day fireworks at esplanade. So we took train to vivo city first. We were surrounded by a darker race(you should know what race) in the train. And the smell was ' heavenly' nice ! people trying to squeeze me from the back when i already have no space. -.-

And finally we reached vivo city! After changing the sunglass, we didn't know what to had for our dinners. So we walked aimlessly and then decided to go into long john. I swear it was a random choice, but we both regreted that we went into long john. because when we were having our food, there was this bunch of small gangsters with multiple piercings here and there looking very unglam and the girls were very typical looking small ah lians. Judging from their looks, of course they are younger than me. I think the oldest in their group probably 15 ? small kids faces.

They sat beside us, thats like the worst nightmare. They were speaking so loudly, thinking that they own long john and were shouting at one another. One of the guy acting like big fuck among the groups and was trying to give commands(vulgarities) to his ' small ji na ' asking them to shut up when he himself is so noisy! He went for a smoke after that and came back. Thinking that SMOKING is a glory and shouted to the girls at the TOP of his lungs ' I FINISH SMOKING ALREADY AND YOU ARE STILL EATING AH ! SO SLOWWW ~ (trying to emphasize that he smokes)' They actually bullied one of the small guys among them, ask him to go and get chilli, straws, forks, and when they finished their meal, that small guy was still there eating. And they left without him.

Me and Shan were very irritated by them. And Shan given by her character has LOTS of comment about such people. So i tried to control her , though i know its super hard for her to stop giving comments to such people! LOL ! The nightmare ended when we finished our meals !

After long john we headed to orchard as we know that we will missed the fire works already. We went into ION ! This is the first time i shopped at ION ( sounds so KIASU ! ) So many expensive stuffs there. But the shops looked very nice, compared to other shopping centres in orchard. And their toilets are also very nice ! you should go there ! the mirrors are like super big ! HAHAH !

After shopping at ION we headed for Wisma. Went into cotton on and spend money again -.- time files and after cotton on it was already 10plus. Walked to the train station and we bounced back to marina bay because there were a lot of RED people inside the train squeezing here and there. HAHAH.

Settled down at the two sitters sit in the MRT. When the train reached Bishan Mrt station, another freaking bunch of ah bengs step into the train. Because the sits were occupied, they actually surround me and Shan, there were like 6 of them i think ?

They were another bunch who speaks loudly with vulgarities flying here and there. How suay can me and shan be today ? The worse of all, they looked at us (not stared) the whole journey. That made us feel very uncomfortable as well, and that feeling sucked !

The bengs actually alight at Woodlands as well, even though they walked infront of us, they still turned back and looked at us -.- i really felt very suay because of the encounter with 2 utterly stupid groups of bengs and lians today. They ruin my national day. LOL !

Well, but i still enjoyed my day with shan. And i will say that she got improve okay ! She tried to control herself from giving comments, given her charater. But still must continue to improve! HAHAHA !

I'm being so detailed in this post. Its been long long (nong nong ) time ago since i've been THIS detailed blogging about everything happening today. LOL !

p.s took some pics with shan today. shall upload soon !

GREEN ANTHEM ! {:

2009-08-03T09:04:00.000-07:00

we celebrate rizal's 26th birthday on the 07/30 night. show luozhixiang's birthday also fall on the 07/30! lol. the theme was green on rizal's birthday party. so everybody wore green, how cool is that! HAHA. took lots of pictures. so now , enjoy ! {:

BYE ):

2009-07-30T00:35:00.000-07:00

mfbbt is gonna end and this time, there will not be any second series and etc. its officially closed. the reason why its ending is because the ratings are not as good as before and didi[s] don't have much time to contribute to the show because they have to go programmes to promote their albums, sessions that fans get their album signed by bbt.

the reason why they can't contribute so much as compared to last time is because last time they only attend mfbbt, all their heart and soul is into this show. but now they have to attend other tv programmes, and also have to go train themselves, dance , gym, singing, and also learning of instruments. but i can see that this show means a lot to them, and now its ending, its super sad.

i think they should go and see how many people actually watch mfbbt through youtube. and its a lot. not just a hundreds people. its few thousands of people watching it.

i'm so sad that the show is ending again, i'll not get to see all of them together as one whole piece, the 15 of them ! this show has been very very entertaining, funny and kuso. we all know that one day it's gonna end, but i guess, maybe its too soon now ?

they said that the ratings of mfbbt is not as good as before, but is the current show now more interesting, funny and entertaining ? i don't think so. the new show is worse, i only watched one ep and stopped watching it already. how entertaining is that.

well, but there are many more obstacles ahead waiting for didi[s] to clear and reached a higher level of their celebrities industries. i'll miss them ! D:

especially, 6 bang & 7 bang ! }:

last ep of mfbbt with all the old and new didi[s]

say bye bye to :

Sick.

2009-07-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

there are photos for me to upload actually, but im feeling very lazy. you can go go facebook view pictures from the class gathering and i guess there will me more snapshots tomorrow, going to rizal's birthday! WHOO HOO!

yes, i've just recovered from fever. currently, im still coughing, not at the tip top condition, but hopefully i can go to rizal's birthday. MUAHAHAHA ! consuming lots of medicine everyday-.- i hate medicine! ARGH!

this morning met up with shan, went to had our brunch and then started to talked about funny funny stuffs, laugh all the way. she's going to school now, meeting up with her friends, she actually wants me to go with her. But i don't feel like stepping out. lol. sorry shan. 还不承认 ! lol.

i'm very tired now, i need my rest! oh,i started watching '福气又安康' two days ago, starring chenqiaoen, lanzhenglong Blue & qiuze! the show has yet to upload finish, till now its only until ep8. qiuze super look like hejunxiang! but hejunxiang better! lol. well, overall i think its worth to watch!

this post is kind of random, but at least i tried to update.lol
yah i'm going to rest now!

p.s. kind of start to like korean songs.lol

pouring rain.

2009-07-14T08:37:00.000-07:00

CRASHED

New Addiction

2009-07-12T08:50:00.000-07:00

★ KIM HYUN JOONG !

tam-ta-ra-tan-than chavalit ! {:

2009-07-08T01:03:00.000-07:00

Cha gone back to thailand already He came here for 5days, but time files super fast isn't it ? He was here on 4th of july, and now , its already 8th of july, so he flew back already.

Me, Charmaine and him was suppose to meet at 1pm at vivo city, but he came late -.- around 2 o'clock only then he reached. After that we walked around vivo. Cha hasn't really change a lot he is still like a small kid , laughing always and joking.

Though we didn't see each other for almost 2years, but it didn't felt akward when we see him. we still crapped and talked. Like how we used to {:

We walked at vivo for pretty long because he was super indecisive. Almost 3, we went for burger king. And Charmaine said he scratch his armpit! LMAO. It was super hilarious and we talked about past time, and how flirt he is. Of course he denied. But he is FLIRT. lol.

I was like his 'maid' because he wants me to do everything for him-.- as usual. Even when he shopped for shoes , DVDs, headphones, clothes, everything also ask me to approach the sales person, like he doesn't know how to speak english or chinese -.- * smack him*

everything that he do he says ' eh jess, eh jess' for example ' eh jess, ask that sales person for this' , ' eh jess ask the sales person got that ' , ' eh jess i want drink water' , ' eh jess i want buy shoes ' , ' eh jess i want buy boys over flowers', ' eh jess i want buy chicken rice paste, maggie mee' i was so like his maid-.-

while we were at Best denki, we went to look for his headphone, and didn't manage to find because they don't carry that particular brand. Weiyi came and joined because she finished her lessons , and the fun continues :D

After buying his shoes, Dvds, clothes, we went to giant, because he wanted to get bak gut teh, toothpaste and maggie mee! like thailand doesn't have like that. lol. it was very funny because we took 3 trays of toothpaste and debate on which one he should take.

He took 2 packets of maggie mee, 5 packets of Bak Gut Teh spices and 2 bottles of chicken rice paste. I think he buy all of those here because its more expensive at thailand ? lol, no idea.

After all those shopping, it was already 6 and we were suppose to meet the rest at 7pm, at cwp. Because Cha still had to do those tax refund stuffs and everything, and also put those things back at his friend's house before meeting the rest.

We reached marsiling at 7.30, and we were not the lastest, so its still okay. more than 10 came to see cha, see we still have the heart to go and meet you! mai siao siao! lol.

For now, enjoy the pictures.

the next time i see cha, hopefully its at thailand.
bye cha, see you in thailand {:

A true legend, Michael Jackson

2009-06-30T22:45:00.000-07:00

In memory of Michael Jackson.

still remeber when my colleage told me ' jess, do you know Michael Jackson is dead ? '
me ' HUH ?!?! '
my colleage ' this news had spread overnight, don't you know ? '
me ' are you sure ? ' *still don't know whether to believe or not*
and then my colleage showed me the news on internet, only then, i believed that Michael Jackson had really left all of us... ... ...

Michael Jackson, he is the king of pop. His sudden death had been a shock news overnight. He had so many songs that so many artise used to perform, as a form of respect. Michael Jackson, had this famous moon walk that so many people want to master it, but still, non did it better than Michael Jackson himself.

Even months before his death, he already had helped to plan his children's future, without them worrying. He had 200songs that has yet to be heard. He wrote those songs for his children, so that they can sell those songs and make a living. Those songs cost 1-2billion. What a great father he is, a great icon, idol, to everybody.

He is the icon to everybody, how many millions/billions of record he has sold throughout the world. No matter what he did, many still loved him. Even he is death, so many countries, the people wrote him cards and dance and sing to his songs. He is truly a successful Idol.

Michael's eldest son is only 12years old. can you imagine yourself without a father at the age of 12? The news reported that his eldest son saw him 'dying'with his own eyes. Michael likes to play the game of 'death' he always plays dead and scares them by suddenly waking up.

The kids and doctor got so used to Michael playing death, thus they only start to realise something's not right with Michael because he ly down for 50mins on the ground. that might be one of the reason, because they only realise something wasn't right only after 50mins.

It is said that he would most probably be buried at Neverland, where he used to lived.
May god bless you, RIP Michael Jackson. you'll forever live in the people's heart, a true legend. {:

primary colours

2009-06-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

my plan was to meet amirah and charmaine yesterday evening. & surprisingly, saw cheryl, meichuin, bozong. like so many familiar faces out there. it felt warmth, happy to see them, where we used to be studying at the same school and having so much fun out there.

cheryl & meichuin came to accompanied me at vivo for the 2 days while i was working last week, that was super nice of them.

we went to the foodcourt at level 5 at causewaypoint and waited for charmaine. chatted while waiting. we went to starbucks to chill and gossip, and took photos! cam-whored infact at starbucks. i had a great time and it was nice to have my smiley and charmaine there.

there are true friends who will still be contacting even though Os have finished. & i'm glad i know those who are true{:

enjoy the pictures{:

Craves

2009-06-03T00:57:00.000-07:00

i was browsing through the net just now, and found some 'stage' limited tees, but i don't know where to get those tees. i wonder if anybody can help me to get those. anybody ?

' stage ' is a brand created by the artise luozhixiang. they sell jackets, teeshirts, caps, accesories, pants, jeans and also kids tees. maybe some of you are wondering, ' nice meh ? ' these tees. lol. its because im a big fan of luozhixiang! thats why i crave to have at least 1 of the tees? (:

i super want to get 'stage' cap, jacket and tee shirt D: but they're not very cheap eh. maybe 60dollars per tee and 115 per jacket? sad.

the caps, jackets they wear are all 'stage' ! hahaha.

deep beneath

2009-06-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

inside

no boundaries {:

2009-05-26T20:37:00.000-07:00

have you watched american idol finale? KRIS ALLEN WON! i'm so happy that he won, its not that i dislike adam lambert though. my aunts said that kris allen won because he was from a church choir, so therefore many people voted for him, thats how he won. i think that's super unfair? doesn't mean that you prefer adam, you said kris won because he was from church. like wtf?

i'm sure adam also has a lot of supporters? can't you see that the whole san diego, was there for him that day when it was his finale? there must be something in kris thats why he deserve to win isn't it? adam was the hot favourite, kris was said to be the underdog. imagine you're in this competition, you walked this far and when you emerge as the winner, people said you win because you were formally from a church choir, seriously like wtf can.

i think kris is great! congrats and i think you deserve it ! {:

yesterday there was stock take at taka, i almost die. because i work full shift practically 11hours. yesterday i stock take sunglasses outstock and instock, bikini, wagon, boardshorts. sunglass alone can kill me already infact. lol. i don't know what 'someone' was doing, he/she was suppose to be stock taking the bags and wagon i think, but he/she was super slow.

oh yah, and when ladyboss came, she didnt calculate propery then want to find fault. she thinks that everything we lost and just want to ask for compensate. smack her can? zzz. glad that laisoon was there to talk for us, haha. when me and laisoon was stock taking the sunglasses, a lot of jokes came out from no where, seeyin also joined us, then it was even more funnier. the best part was when laisoon ate banana in the store room, super hilarious. laugh until want to faint already. lmao.

recently i had a lot of strange dreams and it felt very realistic, weird huh? i also don't know what happen, its different dreams though. but everytime i fall asleep a lot of strange dreams pops out. i'm those kind whereby i prefer to sleep and not have dreams. lol. or is it maybe i'm too exhausted already? hmms.

joel's birthday ! {:

2009-05-13T10:19:00.000-07:00

joel's birthday was on the 9th of may, but we celebrate it on the 8th that night, till the 9th. almost everybody attented. i had fun, and we took like 270+ over pictures.when everybody gathers together, we had many crazy ideas and things going on, only one word to describe, HAVOC. haha, enjoy the pictures {:

愛就宅一起 {:

2009-05-03T11:46:00.001-07:00

i just finish watching 愛就宅一起(to'get'her) the last ep at youtube. its nice! the story and everything looks very real live not like normal dramas where the male lead is super rich and stuff. this show worth to watch ahhhhhhh {:

默默

i super like the part when mars was having his concert and when momo was so sad and wanted to leave the concert hall, mars was right behind the door, he holded her hand and sing the song for her. super touched and romantic ! {: after he sing the song he said,

壮俊男说: '这首歌叫默默，作词作曲壮俊男，演唱者，壮俊男，送给你 {: '

momo & mars ! {:

contradicting?

2009-05-02T10:12:00.000-07:00

i have the urge to blog about this person's(he/her/them) out of a sudden. but typing half way, i decided not to. the reason, i also don't know why.

i just want to say, will you stop contradicting yourself? you know i seriously don't know what are you thinking when there are tons out there whose worst than you. say this, and you do that.

grow up & get a life.

oh, if any of you read this post makes you think that im writing about you, then im writing about you, it means that you fit the above ? {:

to cherilyn lian :
you said you will call me back ! & then you didn't. i tell you, you die liao! KILL YOO !

happy or unhappy ?

2009-05-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

i finally had my off days from work. i need to time for myself to study and everything. but this month the schedule from the 1st of may-11th of may. i only have 3days off, which i think is ridiculous? i had request my off days and yet they didn't give me.

like hello, im a part timer. not a full timer. if you all seriously don't have enough people, can't you hire more? im so sick of the schedule stuff already. ever since i entered the company, all this shit happens like almost every month?

if you're not going to give me the days that i've requested, in the first place, why should i request? and you like to give last minute schedule, and you're getting worst. used to plan a whole month at one go, and give us a few days time to change if there's any changes. but now? you issue at the last minute and what? expect me to adapt is it? totally unfair.

well, if this goes on, im quitting, nevermind about the pay and commision, it doesn't attracts me to stay in this company. the only good thing is the colleages are lovely, friendly and nice people. except for one which i detest.

once i mention work, i feel so frustrated because of the schedule that is given to me. -.-

well, today i meet up with joanna ng! jo jie! {: ever since we finished O levels, i had never really meet up with her and also talked like today, because i was so caught up with the uptight schedule the company gave. not to mention joanna, i don't even have time to meet up with ahxing, amirah, michael and some of my other friends already.

i wake up at almost 10 today and went to chong pang salon to do my hair because my fringe is a total diaster( i think) and had to do my whole hair, like again. spend money on my hair, i swear i won't cut bangs again. totally don't suit me.

after that i went to cwp to meet up with jo, and i saw siewyan with maomao. i think i haven seen her for quite sometime too. so she accompanied me to wait for jo. when jo reached, i was very hungry because i didn't had anything for breakfast and went out already. i had my first meal like 4plus.

we headed to mos burger at first, and suddenly i realise, so many people studying at mos burger. so we went to pastamania and didn't know what to eat. in the end we settled ourselves at pizzahut, wanted to go to ajisen, but i tired of moving around already because i was super hungry!

we both had bake rice, though i wanted to have the couple pizza meal at first. lol. after eating we walked to the study place and settled ourselves down there. hmms, and went back at 8plus. i miss talking to jo. infact, i miss a lot of people.

i don't think i miss lessons at school. i think what i miss is the feeling of sitting inside class 4E3, looking at everybody, having jokes, making fun of teachers, gossiping, laughing together as as a class, and that bonded feeling among everybody. thats what i miss.

i haven watche zac efron 17 again, and i don't know whether the movie is still showing in the cinemas or what? D: i want to go eat sakura ! anybody joining me? HEE HEE. jo says she will, everybody else?

its been a long long time since i post so long. lol.

OH, not again.

2009-04-29T23:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO! i've not been updating, so this blog bascially looks dead. no updated photos, no infomation, nothing.

hmms, if i have the time, i would upload all the pictures. but meanwhile, its all at cherilyn's facebook. because we used her camera to take all the photos.

i've been wanting to change my blogskin, but then, so far, there's non that make me have the urge to use them. yah. lol, i sound fussy i know.

i'll try to make this blog look more active, provided i have the time and energy to do it. i used to be very enthu into blog stuffs. but now, not exactly. so, give me time alright.

current status : BUSY !:D

upside down.

2009-04-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

enough!

personal, up close .

2009-04-19T03:11:00.000-07:00

i miss my fringe ! }:

super overdued.

2009-04-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

SUPER SUPER HEAVY IMAGES . all these are super overdued pics !
the first time i upload all pics at one go . enjoy {:

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p.s. sorry if your comp is stucked when you entered my blog . i said its super heavy heavy images already . {:

A whole new chapter (:

2009-04-01T22:22:00.000-07:00

yes, i 've been neglecting my blog and not posting/updating. i'm lazy, tired, 'stressed', and many many things had happened. mostly good ones though. {:

i've went out with cherilyn&seeyin to cinei's K box earlier and then headed to vivo for my first carl's junior meal.
i've went out with family & cherilyn and catched the 4D dimension show.
i've went out with lydia to meet her up and went for the movie ' hotel for dogs ' .
i've went to winfred's birthday chalet and had a big big reunion with almost all of my classmates/schoolmates and had a great time with all of them .

All photos will be updated at the next post, i promised. NEXT POST !

seriously, i miss the whole big bunch of us together. well, but time cannot reverse though. i just hoped the best for everyone. & i believed that a whole new life is going to being for all of us. yes, ALL OF US. Maybe organised another chalet? HAHA.

For me, its not the end but a whole new chapter of my life. yes, i've fell down and now, im back on my feet. there's no point to be stucked at that situation and also, doing nothing about it. i admit that it took me courage to stand up and also to really think about what i wanna do. its an obstacle and i've to overcome. its either you make it or break it.

'P' is finally ending in like 5days time. looking forward to it tremendously. After 'P' has ended, i'm gonna dye my hair and also cut my fringe. moving on to genting as the first destination of the 5day4nights malaysia trip. after genting, it'll be somewhere in malaysia (undecided yet). yeapps.

after all of those, it'll be a whole new thing and experience for me. jiayou, JESS.C !

2009-03-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

thoughts going through my head right now ,

i've tried my best ... i guess .

clueless .

damn damn damn -.-

hate myself .

2009-03-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

im here to update some photos me and cherilyn took while we were working together at taka yesterday. i was back to work after my 3days off. i wish i had more days off in a straight row.

anyway, i manged to meet up with peishan love,amirah smiley, charmaine, cherilyn, xidi. i still want to meet ahxing, but everytime when he calls or says meet up its some sort of last minute, so we didn't meet up.

i'm meeting up with aloy and cheryl this thursday, haven been seeing them for quite some time, but we do stay in contact though ! most probably, we'll have a nice meal, catch some movie and walk around somewhere. but actually i feel like going to sentosa to watch the 4D show though. i haven watched yet. lol. provided im not working . shall check schedule later . lol.

on the 23, im meeting up with lydia. i'm going to be a nice person. fetching her from school and then we will go for a new meal, movies and catching up sessions. she wrote me a letter which contains like a lot a lot of words. thankyou for the letter lovely. i haven forgot your birthday don't worry alright.

and also on the 18, go sing k with seeyin and cherilyn ! whooooooooo ! :D

okaley :D

happy birthday .

2009-03-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

this post is to my beloved cousin , sylvia liew . i forgot to wish her happy birthday in my blog . but i did send her a msg though . this is for her .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

now & forever , you'll be my best cousin . blood is thicker than water babe . iloveyou :D thought i seldom see you and meet up . but in my heart , you're forever that important . we're both 17 now . ( so old ) lol .

updated :D

2009-03-04T09:44:00.000-08:00

im blogging at the wee hours right now , not going to sleep . i'm not sleepy actually and i don't know why . i've just finish watching mfbbt and 舞林大道 from youtube . currently , youtube is like my best friend now , all the shows i want is all at youtube , no worries that i would miss them or whatever :D

talking about mfbbt . the secondy season has ended . like , YES , FINALLY it has ended . it is obvious that the viewers didn't like the second season . its not very attractive . i guess the second season's guys were hard working , but , the response just wasn't as BIG and attractive compared to lollipop , mo fan 7 bang . the second season guy's , only 2 managed stayed in the 3rd season of mfbbt . now that the old didi(s) are back , the show is gonna be really niceeee again . well , the starting of second season , the boss already clearly stated that if the response wasn't good enough , all the first batch didi(s) will come back and take over . i think its a wise decision . because i can see aoquan , xiaoyu , xiaojie , wangzi , ahwei , weilian , weiyu , xiaoma , xiaolu , ahben , yeshou , maodi , liquan againnnnnnnnnnn :D

i know this para looks very weird or very hard to understand . but its just how i feel about mfbbt . i guess those who watches mfbbt will get what i'm trying to post down here . lol .

third season :D

well peeps , i've got my matte turqoise froskin already ! HAHA . i was very happy actually when i received it . met up with cherilyn this moring to had breakfast and also she pass me my frogskin . after that we went to work . work work work , my life is everyday filled with work . well , im having my off days soon . i can't wait actually .

i want to ...

i want to sing K with peishan love :D
i want to go shopping with peishan love :D
i want to sing K with seeyin and cherilyn :D
i want to go shopping with seeyin and cherilyn :D
i want to buy a shoulder bag for myself :D
i want to buy working shoes ( hopefully bugis )
i want to go overseas with cherilyn and daddy :DDD
i want to finish 'p' quickly :D
i want to meet up with amyrah smiley :D
i want to meet up with jiemeis :D
i want to meet up with AH XING !!!!
i want to meet up with aloy , cheryl , keqi !
i want to meet up with schoolmates/classmates :D
i want to go for movie marathronnnnnnnnnn :D

well , i got alot of ' i want ' and i don't know when am i gonna fufill each and everyone of those . one by one i guess .

today at work , i took out my frogskins and started cam-whoring . at the same time , i took out the other colours and then starting wearing them . meanwhile , rizal ( my colleage) joined me and WE started cam whoring and taking alot of pictures . it was like a frogskin day actually . HAHA .

somehow , i like this shot a lot . HAHA .

lastly, introducing my companion .

the name is omnian :D

frogskin babe ! :D

2009-02-21T07:34:00.000-08:00

oakley frogskins matte turquoise /white/grey

i am so buying this matte turquoise/white/grey frogskin ! its the new launch frogskin at 2009 & each customer is only limited to buy one per person & its the limited edition ! today when i went to work , i saw this , i love it ! lucky i have not purchase my frogskin with ruby iridium ! matte turquoise here i comeeeeeeeee ! :D

next month ! and im definetly gonna get that . yoo'll see me wearing that soon ! woahhh! :D

miracle does happen ?

2009-02-17T08:04:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna update today because i found something very interesting . i was reading the 14/02/09 newpaper today . and guess what i saw ?

i saw a man who is in search of his dream girl on the bus .

here's what the guy wrote .

We saw each other on the bus, but we do not know each other

.-- 8th of January 2009 at 3+pm, somewhere around Ngee Ann Poly, she boarded Bus 74. She alighted at Ang Mo Kio Central at about 4+pm.

-- She was standing throughout the first three-quarters of the journey, and then went to sit on the right side (facing the exit) of the *bench area.*Bench area

– Somewhere near the middle of the bus where 2 rows of seats (benches) were aligned to the left and right sides of the bus (which means both sides of passengers would sit opposite and facing each other.)

-- She was with a bunch of female friends, there were about 3 of them.

-- I guess she went for the Poly Open House 2009 event (held on 8,9,10th Jan '09) since she boarded the bus somewhere around Ngee Ann Poly, and was holding on to the Singapore Poly brochures.

She got down the bus suddenly. I was in a daze. I thought, ‘I want to see you again.’

It wasn't natural for me to approach her in that setting.

I hope I can see her again. I believe she knows who is behind this whole searching-for-her thing.

Please help to make GIRLONBUS.COM known to as many people as possible! Helping is easy, but it's going to be hard without your help! Thank you for your kindness!

and there's people who said that this guy actually copy the website ' nygirlofmydream.com'

there's this american whose on subway , he saw the girl of his dream , throughout the whole journey he was figuring how to approach the girl . when he finally wanted to walk to her , the girl had alighted the bus .

before he know it , a lot of people came into the subway which made him unavailable to reached the australian girl . all he could do was to sketch the girl and made a website and hope that the website will pass on and get the message to that girl .

he started the thing at nov 4 , 2007 . yoo know when he found the girl ? nov 8, 2007 .

woah . how fast is that ? 4 days my dear ! 4 days and he managed to found that girl .

that girl's friend happened to pass by that website and phoned her , to informed her that i think some guy is looking for yoo .

the girl couldn't resist but to meet him , because he made a website for her !

after 4 days , he managed to found her .

and here's how they looked like .

patrick moberg & Camille Hayton

i found this guy super cute can , doing this website for this girl of his dream . within 4 days his website hite a 8million ++ views . its like woah .

and now there's the singapore version . lol . this world is strange isn't it ?

here's a video of the interview .

happy 17 birthday to me ! :D

2009-02-16T01:20:00.000-08:00

happy 17 birthday to me !

i had a great 17 birthday though im working , seriously . and i had promised to blog about it , i'll try to blog as detail as possible alright (:

i was actually wondering whether there are still friends who remembered my birthday . and the ans is yes , there are a lot of friends who still remembered my birthday . so i was actually pretty touched :D

i was almost late for work , almost . the moment i came in , dajie told me she want to go toilet . so im like ' okay ' . after that she and joel went for like almost half an hour also haven come back . i felt very weird about it . after that when the both of them came in , they quickly walk into the store room . before i knew it , dajie came out with a piglet . joel came out with oreo cheese cake .

awww ! thats the first surprised that i've got from dajie & joel . i like the oreo cheese cake & also the piglet . dajie know that i like piglet , so she bought me one . hahas . but i guess she doesn't know that i've 3 at home already .

and then i forgot to bring my wallet to work , i swear it wasn't on purpose . and its the first time i forgot to bring wallet out -.- . joel said ' wau high level , liddat everything people treat yoo can le ' lol . wth lor , it really wasn't on purpose okay ! lol .

joel bought me rum & raisin ice-cream ! one of my favs . and the both of us were talking , and i didn't realise that cherilyn was actually walking into the store without me noticing . and then i got stunt by her , cause i see a head popping out . haha .

the second surprise was wika , engkiong and cherilyn who brought me to swensen without lining up and anything . they just brought me in and said no need to line up . when i went in , i saw xidi , siewyan , maosheng & his friend . i was like damn shocked lah . i didn't know that they were coming . i was super shocked and happy .

after that we had our meals and everything , and then a second birthday cake and they all sang me a birthday song , after that was cam-whoring and i went back to the shop .

the third surprise was amyrah , hazirah , junxing and nizam who came and look for me . well , junxing and nizam was like at the evening . smiley and haz was like 4 plus . they also bought me a cake and then we gossiped and saw so many couples kissing one another -.-

i went back to the shop like 7.30 and worked till 9.30 because there were a lot of customers and joel cannot cope alone , so i stayed and help instead of going out .

after what when i reached home , i had a fourth cake , a mango cake . ( i took the pictures , but im lazy to upload currently . lol . the next post i'll update more photos okay .

thankyou everybody who celebrated my birthday , gave me presents , bought me cakes .

and last by not least , those who wished me happy birthday .

especially , amyrah , siewyan , cherilyn , wika , xidi , hazirah , junxing , nizam , engkiong , mummy , bro , daddy , dajie , joel . thankyou :D

more photos once i've upload and got the rest of the photos from smiley :D

jessica chia is 17 now -.-

thankyou(:

2009-02-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

i want to thank all those people who wished me happy birthday (:

amyrah, cherilyn , wika , xidi , siewyan ,joanna , rifah , shahiira , bozong , junxing , weejie, liwei , chengzhong , ahmad , hafiz ,nizam , hazirah , rizal , moon , joel , serene , weicherk , szeyin , adrealle , meixing , samantha , keqi , tangjie , nisah , kennis , ailin , aloy , engkiong , charmaine ong , charmaine tay , xiuxian , priscillia ,serene(pri sch friend),lydia ,peilin , sophia , jasmine , cheryl , kelly , karen , adele , shueweii , subash , joei , james, aziz, ms sum , my beloved cousin sylvialiew & my family (:

thankyou everybody (:
i'll blog the details when i have the time .

when can i really celebrate my birthday/ v day with my love one . as in boyfriend . i dont know . sometimes i longed to have a bf , and sometime , i rather not . i've been single for quite a period of time . issit im too choosy or what ? ehh . sometime , i still miss him . ytd when i saw him , i felt so wtf when he smiled unti so pathetic . i hate him . but whatever , its over and im moving on . i am who i am , jessica chia . i want to meet my prince charming soon , pretty pretty please ?

2009-02-11T21:22:00.000-08:00

ehh ehhhh ! some people has been complaining that i haven been updating and my blog looks dead . yah , i do admit that dasically it looks dead lah . lol . budden , bo bian okay . cause im working , im lyk working afternoon shift everyday , by the time i reach home , change , bath , dry my hair and everything , im already super tired . plus i work till 9.30pm everyday . very tired de leh . lol .

there's nothing much for me to update really . its the same old thing anyway everyday .

right , i've been tagged to do this by a few poeple .

1. beside your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed

; my forehead . heh heh

2. how do you feel when you wake up this morning?

; work again ? sian -.-

3. who was the last person you took a photo with?

; hmms . my bro , last night .

4. would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

; no , i dont think so . if not i wouldn't be working what .

5. would you ever donate blood?

; i will . budden , im having g6pd .

6. have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

; yea i do (:

7. do you want someone dead?

; no i dont .

8. what does your last text message says?

; dont tell him i eat mac uh ! ( msg-ing with wika {: )

9. what are you thinking right now?

; what should i eat for lunch ?

10. do you wish someone to be with you right now?

; yea i do .

11. what is the time you go to sleep last night?

; i can't remeber . probably 12 midnight .

12. where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?

; i'm wearing a shirt now . not t-shirt .

13. is someone on your mind right now?

; eh . not anybody in particular .

14. who was the last person who texted you?

; wika .

10 ppl tagged to do this quiz

( i don't really like to tag people to do quizes in particular . but anybody who wants to do this is fine with me {: )

1. aoquan

2. xiaoyu

3. ahwei

4. xiaojie

5. wangzi

6. weilian

7. xiaozhu

8. spondgebob

9. patrick

10. piglet

15. who is 2 having a relationship with?

; a celebrity . i believe he is single .

16. is 3 a male or a female?

; male . this question is super lame -.-

17. if 7 & 10 get together, will it be a good thing?

; xiaozhu & piglet . lol . unrealistic leh .

18. what is number 1 studying about?

; a celebrity . probably some star grooming classes .

19. when was the last time you had a chat with them?

; a celebrity that i adored , but i haven speak to them before . lol

20. is number 4 single?

yea .

21. say something about number 2 ?

; he is a rocker who plays and sings well !

22. what do you think about number 3 & number 6 being tgt?

; what the hell . they are both guys -.-

23. describe number 9.

; patrick is a super duper cute sea creature {:

24. what will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?

; thats so impossible .

25. do you like number 8?

; i do . spondgebob is one of my loves {:

right , i cant wait to finish p . so that i can go overseas . regardless whether its malaysia , thailand , taiwan or wherever . i just want to go overseas lah ! }: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

i miss smiley sooooo much ! }: when can we meet ?
i miss jiemeis .
i miss ps . jj . jx . wj . cha . cheryl .
i miss my clasmates . [ don't know when can we have outting ]
i miss my schoolmates .
i miss ms sum !

i want to go overseas !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-04T21:34:00.000-08:00

i'm so exhausted from work nowadays -.-

yes , i do know that i haven't been updating . well , im super packed because im working like 6 days a week . though my tittle is a PART TIMER . my schedule is like a FULL TIMER . well , some of the staffs are quitting one by one , so its like not enough people i guess .

first edwin . second corbin . third joel & anthony . fourth serene .

so i guess me and cherilyn will be damn busy. well , the most busy part timer in ceds company . just in case you people wondering what i'm working as . im working as a promoter , selling oakley stuffs if yoo know what is oakley .

well , CNY have not been a very good one for me . don't ask me why because i don't feel like talking about it anymore . but whatever lah .

it somehows feel like im a young adult because i dont have to attend school , well , not yet . so i see people wearing school U's . it somewhat reminds me of last year whereby im complaining about studies because its so stressful , spending long hours in school and everything .

well , come to think about it , time files isnt it ? i miss the times sitting in 4e3 . i had spend 4 years in the same class room . i miss sitting at my place , looking around in class . i miss my class & school mates . well , still contacting one another . but , hardly see one another .

some working . some started their JC life already . some slacking around . i miss everybody and some of the teachers like mr soh , ms sharifah , mr ong , mdm mala , mr tan , mr andy ( not in adss anymore ) , ms sum ( in macau ) .

i've got so many things i wanna do . but i've got no time .

i want to change my phone ( hopefully , after i've collected my pay )
i want to buy a bag thats not too big and not too small .
i want to buy more tee shirt .
i want to dye my hair .
i want to cut my damn freaking long fringe .
i want to buy more shoes .
i want to watch movieeeeees !
i want to meet up with my loveable ones . ( haven been meeting up D: )

im super tired lah . my boss is like putting me on afternoon shift everyday ? morning , there's nothing i can do than sleep . afternoon is just report for work . lucky my colleages are not boring people , if not i can jolly well die . thats very true okay . well , but i do think that oakley sunglasses are good , 0% distortion , 100% UV protection , we have polarized lenses that can block down glares if you're driving . its like everybody should own a pair of oakley ! hahas . i might buy the frogskins ! the polished black with ruby iridium lens !

now that im working . the good thing is , if i want something , i dont have to ask my parents for money , i can jolly well count on myself . my expenses for my meals , clothings , shoes , fares , bills are all payed by myself for now . ever since i've started working , i tend to think more before buying , issit worth and etc ..

im turning 17 , next year 18 . i feel so old seriously -.-

next chapter ?

2009-01-13T00:05:00.000-08:00

will 'you' be there at the next chapter of my life ?
how is it gonna be like ? ~~idontknow~~

i want to be able to jump for joy & smile happily like this . can i ?

JESS JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !

2009-01-04T06:34:00.000-08:00

christmas is over , so is new year . how did everybody spend it ? must be memorable isnt it ?
well , happy belated new year to everybody !

school has started for many many people . as for me , its work and work and work ! the new schedule is killing me man . im like working almost everyday . zzz . work isn't very bad afterall because my colleages ain't boring . so its still not very bored for work .

my blog will look pretty dead because im busy with work . but will update as much as possible !

jess in frogskins !

2008-12-29T06:23:00.000-08:00

i finally had off ! i was suppose to have 5 days off , and now i only had 3 days off . because its sort of a last min thing . im working for another 2 days . well , but still , at least got off -.-

well , today i meet up with siewyan . i am having red day today . so its like not in a cheerful mood like i always do & also like not feeling very good luh basically . i didnt want to go somewhere far , so we went for movies at ang mo kio . i wanted to watch angus thongs in perfect snogging . but , there was only one slot . twilight , siewyan wanted to read the book instead .

im watching bedtime stories with amyrah . so , we watched ip man . it was like a last choice . but the movie was good ! surprisingly good !

the movie is about kung fu ' yong chun quan ' i think zhen zi dan can fight very well man !

its about a shifu who invented ' yong chun quan ' his name is ' ye wen ' how he didn't surrender to the janpanese army and won the general when being challenged .

basically i think its a touching and good movie ! its more like action pack . yoo will go ' woah woah woah ! ' that kind of reaction . its not boring . some might have the thinking that the fightin chinese movies are boring . but i think otherwise . its super nice ! even siewyan likes it !

its definetly worth watching !

after the movie , we went to kranji wall memorial . i think the whole place is very nice !

well , let the pictures talk alright .

im working tomorrow ! -.-

2008-12-23T07:18:00.000-08:00

work ! work ! work !

thats how my life is right now .

exhausted .

~~isomewhatmissyou .~~

2008-12-19T18:07:00.001-08:00

i've decided to update my blog today . i am in the mood i guess ? well , if you ask me what im busy with , i would tell you working . tomorrow would be another day off & then i'll be working again from mon - fri . i guess it would be very tiring .

sales haven been very good i guess ? my colleages told me last yr sales was crazy , as in a lot came . this year , lesser people come to buy oakley products .

anyway , i want to thank serene for teaching me so much things ! if it wasn't for her , i guess i wouldn't pick up things faster & may not be able to serve customers well . thankyou serene .

well , one thing about working , it has made me realise something , the true meaning of christmas . what i've seen customers doing , its a heart warming thing . when they buy certain things from us , they are buying it as a christmas gift , afraid its not what that receiver wants . they want to buy something thats nice for the receiver .

it also made me realise that since young when i've been celebrating christmas every year at my grand's place . it made me realise that the celebration going on at my grand's place is meaningless . why do i say so ? have you ever receive christmas presents like free gift mug . free gift mug as in you know sometimes when you buy darlie toothpaste they give you a free mug . thats the mug im talking about . i've receive it from my relatives before .

its like , if you are not wealthy enough to get a fucking christmas present . i rather you do not give anything , than giving someone a free gift mug . you get what im trying to say ? i also get presents that is totally irrelevant in my life , like i dont use it , i dont need it . its like they just throw in any gifts and give it to people . its like , where is the details of choosing something that is really nice & this person would want it ? i mean , then what for celebrate christmas with my relatives every year when it is so meaningless .

have you seen christmas movies ? when the kids get their presents and open it they're like ' wow ! awesome ! thankyou uncle sam or blah blah blah ' things like that . they get so happy . when i see customers choosing presents carefully , it made me realise the meaning of christmas .

and thinking back to celebration at my grand's place . totally meaningless christmas . its just a meaningless gatherings . i rather spend it with my own family or even my close loved ones & have a festive dinner instead of spending it at my mum's side . bascially im not close with my cousins , my mum's side . i dont see them more than my dad's side . i only see my mum's side cousins like what ? twice a year . one would be chinese new year another one would be christmas . there are even some i do not even know their names .

yes you may find it ridiculous . but that's the way it is . well , it doesn't matter much to me anyway . my schedule says im working on both christmas eve & christmas . so well , im not going over this year . so it doesn't matter anyway .

well , im going out soon already .

me & my brother . (:

2008-12-10T06:10:00.000-08:00

i wont be blogging much because im lazy . i've got other things to do . im working . i'll blog when i have the mood & also when there's photos .

yesterday i went out with smiley & ahmad . & we took photos ! i had fun with them . i was basically laughing the whole day ! well , i shan't post so much .

2008-12-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

im in a bad mood today .

nothing seems right to me , everything is like out of place .

pissed .

2008-11-25T09:10:00.000-08:00

应该让你乘着飞机展翅飞上云端，

然而过多的思念让我选择想念你。

苹果，我还爱你吗?

my smiley drew this for me ! {:

thankyou smiley ! i promise yoo no matter what happen . i will love you & stand on your side . i promise . you're the only smiley & the sweetest one i can everhave ! smiley is the best ! remember , our friendship are not those typical ones that cannot undergo hardship . our friendship can witstand rain , diasters & the sorching sun my dear . iloveyoo {:

lydia : i'll try to update as much as i can alrighty .
aloy : misses {:
amyrah : smiley ! lets catch a movie
pretty soon aye ! ILOVEYOO ! {:
guest : youtube .
wika : YEA YEA ! ZHENG YUAN CHANG THE
NEW HOT GUY ! {:

groom my room .

2008-11-20T05:37:00.000-08:00

hey peeps ! my room is currently under grooming .

when its done i'll let yoo peeps see the pictures ! :D